Saturday, September 24, 2005

My Updates

Hey folks! Yup its your favorite stranger Greg! Sorry I haven't updated in awhile, I just haven't had much to publicly post. Although I have been "posting" somewhere else. Story:

Ok, so over the summer, while working at Walgreens, I usually stock up for back to school when notebooks, etc, go on sale plus my 15% discount. So I bought like 7 one subject notebooks for about 10 cents each. Then when I got home, I realized something....I don't even use 1 subject notebooks. So now I had 7 one subject notebooks and no need for them. So I took a page out of the R-Dubbers and started my own personal journal. But I didn't like the idea of have a journal. I just didn't like the idea to write down every little thing that happened in my life, "today I found $15!! Yesterday I saw Nick. I talked on the phone with ashley...I love her....awwwwww" Granted all that stuff is true, but I knew that looking back on it, I wouldn't really care. I know that I love ash, I know that I hang out with nick, and well $15 just isn't that monumental nowadays. So I didn't want to write about daily occurrences. But what about my thoughts? So there it is, I was going to write down my thoughts, random shit that is up in my head and I want to write down. So there it is my thought journal....*sigh*. Ok now I just don't like the idea of a journal. I don't want a journal or a thought journal for that matter. So while talking to Nick at our usual Bickford's therapy sessions, I told him my idea that I was keeping all my thoughts in my....notebook. Hmmmmm Notebook. I like the idea of that. Why call this one subject something that it isn't...There is was. The birth of "Notebook". Not THE NOTEBOOK!! But just plain and simple...."Notebook". I was very happy with this and although I've had it for about 3 months now, I still only have about 7 entries. But there lies the beauty. I don't feel compelled to write in it, because no one else is reading it, and its not like I am going to have to backtrack and tell my journal what happened last Thursday or anything. So I am happy with "Notebook" because it cuts right to the core of me. I put the pen to the paper and write, and I don't worry about people reading it later, because I don't care, this is my mind, deal with it. That and no one should be able to read it without my consent. But its a great venter for me as well as a place of peace.

So that's my post ladies and gentleman, I will try and post more, but I just haven't been inspired lately...I'm sorry!

Keep On Rocking In The Free World!

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